Original plans: to go to Tanger. But mom was waiting for dad to come home (so that's good).

Instead

I saw my summer lust today, we hung out because he's hot and he thinks I'm hot. But not that hot.......

I went in his room and there, in this small 6 ' 6 or whatever size space... were thousands of naked women. All blonde!!! (not like their hair color makes any difference)

I said "Oh uhhh you must have a thing for blondes?"

"Well you are the only non-blonde I ever been attracted to."

That doesn't help make me feel better...

He wants to put music on his computor. So I have a seat next to him on the bed and whiles he's doing that, my attention gets focused on a giant crotch. UHGGHGHHGGG This poster's vagina was, like, going to engulf me.

I've never in my life been so traumatized, other than the time I saw the head of that creepy conservative christian republican on a billboard that looked like it was going to engulf me.

I can't believe this. All respect I ever had for him: gone. Yes yes, I know all guys have a thing for a naked blonde here and there, and might even have a hidden stash or one poster, and that's discreet.

THIS was just distasteful, alarming, hints to me he might have problems with females in his future, and tells me to get the hell out of his room and never ever see him ever again.

That's what I did. My summer is over and so is my lust for Paulo. Summer lust X

Tonight is the event of the summer it seems. Brian's party. What will come of it? I can't wait to see!

I have people IMing me about it even. Dull people aren't dressing up.

GoDDeSSHani: are you dressing up?
dull person: ummm no.. ew..
dull person: r u?
GoDDeSSHani: You aren't?........ it's a costume party...... of course I'm dressing up.
dull person: o0o0o0o
dull person: i'm....not

I'm dressing as Carmen Miranda!! I'll be fabulous. I know everyone will too!

Love